Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true

Dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

You cut me open and
I keep bleeding
And it's draining all of me
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over it

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
You never change

So now after all is said and done
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
To think that you could be the one
Well it didn't work out that way

I wanted you right here with me
but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Get out

Get Out and leave right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late now and
I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her and
I wonder how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
And that's why your eyes
I'm over it.
Your smile,
I'm over it.
Realized that I'm over it all

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
And now I'm so over it

Oh and that's why your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it

Since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Thanks to you, now I get what I want

There'll be no more cryin'in the rain

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Dreaming of the Sea...

Go to the Beach with me at...

http://ialwayslove-beaches.blogspot.com/

no time make new blog...found this on blogskin.com. will find time to make my own some time...

A movin' on with my life. yea~
6:03 AM

The Gal of the New Story

Ong Jie Ying
Jane
18
Scorpio e

NTU
Mathematical Science

Lovey DoveyY
My KBox/Party World/bball clique
JSKS
FearlessElite
Charmmy Kitty
CHOCOLATE
DANCING
~ LIGHTNING ~

Get Lost!N
BETRAYER
LIARS
! INSECTS !
" SPIDERS "

A New Beginning comes with New wishes and hopes

My personal liFe
SLIM DOWN
Get my sis's life back on track (no matter work or sch)
Go holiday with my family
Happy Family~
MUM to get well soon!
Be pretty and cute
Be a good dancer
Enjoy my Pre-U holidays to the fullest! [Holiday ended. =(]

Self-Improvement (school, work etc.)
Get my driving license[looking for driving instructor now...]
Pass my FTT! [passed!]
Learn a musical instrument
Be accepted into NTU [I've been accepted into NTU Mathematical Science!]
Get my pay for March!!!
Get my pay for April!!! [mostly spent on taiwan trip -.-]
Get my pay for May!!! [sis's bday present cost a boom.saving up for TW trip too]
Get my pay for June!!!
Get my pay for July!!! [one wk's pay! haha.]
Earn enough money to...(see material comforts)

My Social Life(real life & maple inclusive)
Meet ZiWei [Met at little india stn]
Go out with ZiWei [went out a few times le]
Be tgt with ZiWei [dont want le]
Zi Wei to treat me as good friend as we've been before
Meet Patrick
Go dinner with LendNut [the 1st at Bishan Park ^^]
Go watch movie with LendNut[with just too at AMK HUB Indiana Jones]
Meet LendNut's Happening Friends [only met Sara,Jennifer and Melvin]
Go Taiwan with Da, Siew, Xuan! [full of shopping.omg.lol.]
Go clubbing
Go Mathematical Science Course with YanTing & Kelvin kor! [sadly yanting won't be joining me =(]
Go out with my clique more often
SilvStar to reach Lv 90
Silvstar reach Lv 100
Have more guy friends [tempoarary have enough of them]
Have clique outings with CuiXia once again!
Meet a guy who would get me outta the shadow...

Material Comforts
Have dinner at a restaurant with nice ambience (with a sweet guy perhaps?)
Branded Shades! [dont want le]
Branded feminine Bag! [dont want le]
Comfortable and pretty shoes
Feminine sandles or slippers [at toa payoh with my mum]
Branded feminine watch
Bag from Taiwan [3 bags!!!omg.]
Clutch
Slimmer phone [SE C902 =)]
Mp3 with more MB storage
Non-bulky and light quality digital camera
Laser Printer

[not much craving for the above 3 items anymore]
Lighter and smaller laptop with more memory

+ keep checking back for updated wishlist =D +

The Finale Music, The melody of a new beginning


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People of the Story

Abigail
Brenda
Cui Xia
Gavin
FunPix
FunPix 2
Hui Ze
Iris
Jas mei mei A

JCYS
Jia Ling
Jie Ying (from my class)
Jolyn
Juv
Juv
Lubin's Photos
Maple Sig
My Gallery
Prvious Blogskin and Wishlist
links here
Dollie's Scrolling Guide
Shi Hui
Shu Min
Siew Huai
Vincent
Wee Ling
Choir Yahoo Group

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October 2008


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